Summer Romance

From dreary days you saved me,
and laughter much you gave me,
I wish that I sometimes could have,
you sitting here beside me.

The sweetness that surrounds you,
my kiwi ways astound you,
but still you send those words my way,
how can it be, I love you.

Your innocence reminds me,
of joyful days behind me,
I can't explain, nor make it plain,
how glad I am, you found me.

Such beauty did God give you,
and care for me, why did you?
my heart is bad, I'll make you sad,
for I cannot be with you.

Our lives so distant, seprate,
religion, culture, climate,
could ever I have found some way,
to make you mine, my soul mate?

I regret those things i stole you,
I never wished to hurt you,
Can you forgive me, . . .?
for I did not deserve you.

Our precious time together,
such bliss, though not forever,
and I cannot not forget your smile,
I love you more than ever.

Wreck

I wandered down the dusty road,
my burden heavy, large my load.

There were so many paths to take,
I ventured some, for their own sake.

They led to nowhere good I saw,
but yet my heart screamed out for more.

Fingertips toyed a sharp switch blade,
whispered voices, a dodgy trade.

Yet the feeling, being alive,
sweat pouring, heart in overdrive.

Evil ones, they had sought my soul.
they dragged me down unto Sheol.

Most everything was mine to break,
still this feeling I couldn't shake.

That this was not what I had known,
I'd followed not, what I'd been shown.

I turned once more to walk the way,
but emptiness plagued every day.

I sought to regain back the past,
was the real answer found in grass?